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Ab Intra II

by Happenstance

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1.
Neurotic 04:13
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once just for once id like to be an optimist but that part of me does not exist but I can focus on things one by one I'm a dealing with shit machine with a dealing with shit blaster gun A man of guilt and rotten choices blocks out all his inner voices never feels like theres enough acts like he is much too tough anxiously, neurotic I drive myself psychotic hang on tight now, this is it I'm probably full of shit they make their days like they make their bed but if that was me, id have a list of things to do instead But they dont focus on the bad or wrong whenever they get whatever they want they say they knew it all along Maybe they make better choices listen to their inner voices appreciate all that they've got never mourn for what they've lost anxiously, neurotic I wish I was robotic work real hard and never quit maybe they are full of shit
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Purple Birthmark 04:17
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Shock, Wearing off Maimed, Completely changed I know you're gone for good and I told them all that I understood that I know that it's all gone for good But I still had things left to say now I will have to turn away Truth, begets truth Cuz you are not the only one that was robbed of your youth But I still miss you every day now I will have to find a way I'm in my bed with lights turned off I choke until I start to cough I cling on tight to every trace I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face Cant see your face, won't see your face Fine, I'll be fine everything gets better it only takes some time I miss you more every day and I will always feel that way I'm in my bed with lights turned off I choke until I start to cough I cling on tight to every trace I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face I wish that I could see your face Can't see your face, won't see your face.
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It's a love song, Charlie Brown 05:24
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How do you feel about me? I know you could live without me. So what exactly should I do? I stay up late nights, missing you Well I've nothing I can do to change how I appear to you and Ive got nothing I can say to make you feel a certain way I never ever meant, to fall in love again You are my greatest friend, I don't want this to end Let's spot faces in the ceiling the mundane is rich with meaning take me with you anywhere kill me with that gorgeous stare Well I've nothing I can do to change how I appear to you and Ive got nothing I can say to make you feel a certain way I never ever meant, to fall in love again You are my greatest friend, I don't want this to end I'm shy, I'm scared, I'm not prepared I'm always there, I'll help, I care. Well I've nothing I can do to change how I appear to you and Ive got nothing I can say to make you feel a certain way I never ever meant, to fall in love again You are my greatest friend, I don't want this to end
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Descent 04:03
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I'm so sick of this headspace It's got me in a bad place It's got me in a bad place But not this time, yeah, I can win just keep it up just dont give in just keep it all in line keep it in time until it falls apart All my thoughts disorganized fly around the room like flies when everyone else seems strange You can only hope to change Change is easy for some Change is making me numb I'm so sick of this caution it makes me want a coffin I' wish there was an auction to buy back all that I've forgotten All my thoughts disorganized fly around the room like flies everyone else seems so strange I can only hope for change Change is easy for some Change is making me numb
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Permanent 04:13
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Remembering, everything about my world and when you came Wondering if the change it'd bring means nothing else would be the same Oh no, Oh no, Oh no I really wish you didn't do that I really wish you didn't do that Well I've got all these memories that now belong to only me and its too bad You really didn't have to do that Now what are we supposed to do? There'll never be another you Where have you gone to? Words cannot express my grief you were so strong but felt so weak Where have you gone to? You turned affection into pain I'll never ever be the same Oh no, Oh no, Oh no I really wish you didn't do that I really wish you didn't do that Well I've got all these memories that now belong to only me and its too bad You really didn't have to do that Now what are we supposed to do? There'll never be another you Well I've got all these memories that now belong to only me (You really didn't have to do that) Well I've got all these memories that now belong to only me (You really didn't have to do that) Well I've got all these memories that now belong to only me (You really didn't have to do that) I really wish you didn't do that I really wish you didn't do that I really wish you didn't do that I really wish you didn't do that I really wish you didn't do that(Now what are we supposed to do?) I really wish you didn't do that(There'll never be another you) I really wish you didn't do that(Now what are we supposed to do?) I really wish you didn't do that(There'll never be another you) I really wish you didn't do that I really wish you didn't do that I really wish you didn't do that I really wish you didn't do that
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Paper and Cloth 04:36
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Well I can't seem to think so clearly anymore I've got the wrong ideas flowing through my head and I've heard them all before I don't think anything of this I don't think anything of that I don't think much of anything because nothing is where its at because I'm stranded in the doldrums and I'm hanging in the mire I'm left to my own thoughts now and I'm starting lots of fires Greedy and spoiled selfish we've got no idea what wealth is how much is a dollar worth? it can't pull you out of the dirt Well paper and cloth, will make or break your life it gets you anything you could ever need, it can even kill your wife it wont make anything okay it cant bring anybody back wont stop the bullshit everyday because bullshit is just a fact so now you're digging in your pockets you're digging in the couch you're pinching pennies so hard that Abe Lincoln says ouch Greedy and spoiled selfish we've got no idea what wealth is how much is a dollar worth? it can't pull you out of the dirt
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Bloc Party - Your visits are getting shorter (free) 04:22
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I can see it in your eyes now You have come to resent me Condescension in the silence Your fingers are tired, girl How they falter against my thigh Your kisses are pinning the lips of someone else Your visits getting shorter Your heart is getting farther from me Your touch is getting colder Away somewhere you need to be Boys in blue blazers, boys on motor bikes Boys in your math class, who'll do anything you ask You're pulling the trigger and the gun is in my mouth A subtle annoyance laced with disgust When you get older and all those boys grow tired of you You can come find me, I can never hate you Your visits getting shorter Your heart is getting farther from me Your touch is getting colder Away somewhere you need to be Boys on your left side, boys on your right Boys by your locked who'll do anything you ask Let's spend the whole day in bed then 'Cause if we don't, you'll want to, want to leave I try to hold something I can I try to hold something I can never keep Your visits getting shorter Your heart is getting farther from me Your touch is getting colder Away somewhere you need to be Boys on your left side, boys on your right Boys by your locked, who'll do anything you ask
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Mirage 03:29
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Well never again, yeah, this'll be the last song I write to you I cannot pretend, I'm not cut deep. This will not mend. I wish there was a way To block out all the pain It's just another day trying to stay sane I wish I could undo everything that hurt you but I can't. I wish I could undo everything that hurt you but I can't. I'll never make sense out of this, this ignorance is not bliss a lovers lament, etched in cement If I could make sense out of this, these problems they would still exist didnt you know I loved you so? I should've seen this coming and I should've warned them all I should've been more careful and I shouldve fucking called I miss what I've forgotten I miss when you were mean I miss when it was something real and not only a dream. I should've seen this coming and I should've warned them all I should've been more careful and I shouldve fucking called I miss what I've forgotten I miss when you were mean I miss when it was something real and not only a dream. I wish I could undo everything that hurt you but I can't.
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Rapture 03:19
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I sit here staring at your picture Thinking of the many things I'd do to get inside Faith, Hope, and Love all sound like bullshit But I get all three of them from looking in your eyes I try and pretend like I just don't care I try to hide my feelings but they're all still there It's better to have lost Than not to love at all I'm waiting for the cost I'm staring at the wall and how could all be lost? You know it conquerors all You know it conquerors all Is it really that bad to hope for? That maybe someday soon I might just get this right It's everything I've wanted and more Just tell me that you want me too I swear to god I'll see this through I'm waiting on you thinking that I hope this'll turn out right You tried to pretend like it wasn't there You tried to hide your feelings but they were still there I always pretend like life isn't fair I really don't give a fuck as long as you're still there It's better to have lost Than not to love at all I'm waiting for the cost I'm staring at the wall and how could all be lost? You know it conquerors all You know it conquerors all It's required of me to put a soft part in a love song so I did, watch it build up now to the final chorus It's better to have lost Than not to love at all I'm waiting for the cost I'm staring at the wall and how could all be lost? You know it conquerors all You know it conquerors all It's better to have lost (I know I'm not the perfect person) Than not to love at all I'm waiting for the cost (but I'm so sure that you could do worse than me) I'm staring at the wall and how could all be lost?(I know I'm not the perfect person) You know it conquerors all You know it conquerors all(but I'm so sure that you could do worse than me)
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Yeah, this one. 03:33
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Check the mic (Dad Heartbreaker) (free) 02:29
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Some people got brains, while others got looks im sexy as fuck, while im out reading books im where you wanna be, I'm who you wanna do had a chat with heroin, he's addicted to me too. You're searching for the right words, I already spoke them I've got the face that mirrors crave, You got the face that broke them My beats are the freshest of fresh my words they all have clout the ladies get so stupid moist the oil drip pans come out Your dick so small it cant be seen, peeking out of the glory hole Mine so big I feel porcelain while I'm sitting on the toilet bowl. Some people think you have to cuss to rap well, but those motherfucking shithead cunts should fucking rot in hell Yeah youll never be this good, you should just quit I wrote half this song while I was taking a shit I'll beat up your grandma take a piss down her throat ill tie her up and drag her out and throw her in a boat drive her out to sea none to hear her scream but me while I watch lazily, while munching on some brie tell her nobody will save her, yeah thatll make her sad then ill go back to your house and do the same to your dad yeah you think its kinda funny, you think its kinda sick but wait until that dad of yours gets one look at my dick he'll be workin up a sweat, then he'll give it a rub i'll cum right across his mustache, and then he will fall in love five seconds with me and your dad will be gay then i'll tell him that i like him, but not in that way he'll be so sad, his heart so broken thinking of me, my body so smokin too much to think about, your dad just snaps he pulls out his dick and he starts to jack jack jack jack jack jacking off dad your dads jacking off to the thought of me Aw man, went too far on that one, I shouldn't have rapped about someone's dad getting gay turned on about me and jacking off.

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